with a drink in my hand where the ***** clicked and rolled from the stool that I manned I looked out at the cold to a place on the street from the warmth of the bar where the homeless compete for a jaw at the jar and their eyes seemed to say as they stared me right back it is not a long way to our side of the track that it takes very little to fall on your *** because people are brittle and shatter like glass like the windows at home or the face of a watch the screen on a phone or this tumbler of scotch from the tiniest chip and the lightest of scratch anybody can slip when there’s no one to catch I was left in no doubt that the membrane was thin between those who were out and the ones who were in so said ‘thanks for the tip but for God could be I’ raised the glass to my lips and averted my eye.