Ruminate
About the date
The time and place
Where we were supposed to be together

Why's it hard
I'm not that far
Just commit

I think you're scared
You live in fear
That he will cut you loose

It's no way to live
I can't be your friend
You're obsessed to the point of blindness

At least I'm untangling
The keys are jangling
And soon I'll release my own shackles
I'll soon be free, then you'll see.
And I'll feel like less of an *******.