i climb i need to be lost this cataclysmic loss is..... its a matter of time i climb um i need space clutched buckled stuck mental rickets i need time i climb ...... into my..... im immobilized super nova event sent my paradigm into paradox im not fine i climb into my mind i.... feel like a child um i feel im on the out side looking into violent schism ***** steepens i need time its wet im lost but not the way i need im close to the rocks i climb in my mind try to change this violet hue im a child lost and numb from ............ abuse self afflicting an the noose tightening My own personal bruiser im in my mind its an imature jungle Gym full of rhymes this paradigm of mine the last great escape .......... scheduled for demo soon MY GOD ...... FATHER I WASNT THERE WHEN ....... PLEASE I STILL NEED YOU IM LOST WITH OUT ......YOU look at me no hands Dad? Dad! Dad...... i climb
i wasnt there i will never be ok il never be the same ill never stop missin you Dad