Behaving normal, Smiling normal, Walking normal, With huge pain of fear Am I losing? Breathless Senseless useless whatever I feel, You are my ointment, the only treatment. My Patience! I admit! I can't confess This fear of losing you prevents I admit! I am not perfect This inferiority prevents My Patience! Am I your Happiness? Well Well Someday you must be reading this It must not be too late :)