This Dark hole holds dark secrets
The reason i cant open up to no one
I wont dare open up
Foolish mistakes for thinking im stuck up
But hey it doesn't bother me
It never seems to bother me
But i still go on with my apology


sigh
I get it I really really get it
Mad at yourself for being so ignorant
Mad at yourself for so many unknown reasons
I used to do what makes other happy
Now I would never deal with it

break
I growed
Over time ive grown
To deal with the pain you suffered all alone
You call but no one answers the phone
You need help you need help
But no one comes along
How do I deal with this thing we call depression
Stuck in this sunken room full of obsession
Obsessed with every part
Every part that I always wished for
No more active talking or getting out anymore
I'm stuck in this sunken room
Where words turn into whispers
Words sound like distant chatters
Seems like the ones you care for the most wont even acknowledge you matter
Heart shatters
Stabbed with this dagger
So many promises that you to matter
But do you
Show me cause i really need to see
Shielding off new so you cannot harm me
3rd degree you cut me deep its so easy to see you hurt me


*sigh