nothing has ever hurt more.
word after word
sentence after sentence
it hits me.
breath after breath
excuse after excuse
makes it worse.
is this it?
is this where I stand with you?
is this who I am?

1
we kissed.
we touched.
we went far.
we were a huge MISTAKE.
I cry knowing what I've done.

2
we kissed.
we touched.
we went far.
you played,
but stayed.
I cry, I weep,
I scream myself to sleep.
im attached.
but I cant hold you down.
please be mine.

3
we kissed.
we touched.
we stopped.
you had her,
but came to me.
I cant see.
im blind from this defeat.
do you remember these words?

" you always fall for the wrong guys. "

I do.

& you were one of them.



I don't know who to believe.
who am I?
is this it?
am I a ***?
a ****?


because of a kiss?
a touch?

I don't know the answer.
someone please tell me.


*Is This Where I Stand?