You taught me to smile at the world that let us down And I don't know why, but when it came from you I love you felt like a promise And in your smile I saw a forever I thought could last Maybe I was wrong for believing in a love so strong Maybe the times weren't right, maybe the stars weren't aligned
To hell with fate I say, for leading love astray I saw all I ever wanted in you Maybe you were just lonely, and maybe I was too I guess I gave you more love than you could ever return But if I love you was a lie then I wish you'd have never told the truth
Please tell me it wasn't just because I was there Tell me that you really cared, that I mattered to you Tell me my love was one you didn't want to lose Just don't tell me a lie, you know that isn't fair I loved you like the earth loves the rain You gave me love and helped me grow But you taught me pain
It was a hurt I'd never known It was holding the world in my hands and having to let it go Like holding the key to paradise and dropping it down the drain No, I'd never felt such pain like I did when your love went away And I had to leave behind the love I needed the most
I wrote this about an ex boyfriend from a couple years ago. Who knew I'd lose a love that I treasured even more deeply later on than this one.