drifting along I allow my feet to take me forward into the unknown hoping for only the best as i try to lift my head only to keep it afloat as my eyes immediately look back to the ground the weight on my back grows heavy while the cloud on my shoulders falls lower. short shallow breaths define my unsettled state the uneasiness that is keeping me i desperately close my eyes praying to vanish in the evening dusk fully blending with the trees and thick air.