I don’t know what I’m feeling, But no, it don’t feel right All I can hear is the air con wailing In this dark, quiet night
I can easily fall asleep, Three deep breaths and I’m gone But I don’t want to move my *** to the bed And stop thinking and just be gone
The street lights shine through my window, I didn’t want to close the curtains The patterns on my wall do look nice, Sadly, it doesn’t make me certain
To see the life outside through the dark shadows that appeared Somehow gives me both assurance and fear
It was four in the morning and I could not sleep due to some weird feelings going on inside. I guess I was dry high or sth. but to help myself out, I grabbed my note and a pencil and wrote these in the dark. Couldn’t see the paper, I just hoped I can decipher my own handwriting when I’m awake.