Put it in your mouth if a statement needs to be said, but bring it to the side of your head if you truly want to be dead

When I press this gun to my head is it an act of cowardice or is it courageous? I can't pull the trigger when my mind has gone red; only negative thoughts running through my head.

I didn't even write my letter what would even be
the header?

I'm sorry mom the last one has left the nest,
Just not like the rest.
He couldn't fly with a broken mind he fell and died.
A suicide.

I'm sorry but the truth is, I have always wanted to die