the tile is cold on my feet shaped like moons with holes everythingisspinning my hands are bleeding to the rhythm of my heart I am slurping the coffee cold And eating kiwis I plan on starving here.
I donβt know how much more I can take and Iβve been thinking if this is how poets feel before they lose it before they open the bottle and gulp down the sour whiskey to numb the pain of living. I want a smoke to **** my lungs first before I **** my heart.