felt this way for so long
i should know better than
to start letting it get to me now
but i'm stupid
i cry when i feel useless
which is all the time
offered help but refuse it
because who really wants to save me
they save their pride
they want to save face
not save my life
i'm tired of living
to fulfill others dreams
i just miss how simple
things used to be
but i'm already sunk now
not much to do about it
but remember what it was like
before i died