your hand was a star glowing and begging me to hold you to feel your warmth and let it seep into my fingertips let it crawl up my veins let golden heat flow up my arm caress my collarbones let it spill into my eyes and make them flicker sunshine brown let it stroke the crown of my head twist around my hair and weave in tiny daises that smell like rain and your shirt and alcohol let it make me dizzy dizzy enough to grip your hand a bit harder and start the cycle again