There it groans again, The voice: A tone steeped in gravel. It speaks from below And chimes above, Through a solemn Here I am. Awkward in my body. Steering the poetry As it appears: Always too controlled. I'm stood waiting, The boy in the Thai restaurant At the dark end of my street Shunts Toy trains along the table, Surrounded by big White buckets Of prawn crackers: Sagging in their cellophane bags. Heading Towards Collapse: Like a star pointing inwards.