I packed it away for the fourth or fifth time tonight, moving it between the boxes, cotton cherries spilling in hands, thinking about the selfie you sent from the dressing room, like an audition. You needn't've: you already had what you wanted. Now I send the dress back to Dublin with your other things, because I don't think you're coming back here. That thought comes out hard - touches some places that don't like touching. I'm wracked long, long into the evening. Please, come back for this dress - wear it and come out with me, we'll go back to our secret square, just like years ago you can tell me about the snow brothel again, I'll eat all your pheromones & make little moves towards you in your lover's skin - white dress with cherries.