have you ever come to the realization that life veered left so hard that you never noticed. In one instant the clarity of what was and is appears so drastic, how you've come to change none but your solid is now transparent. you catch glimpses of what was once there but not long enough to memorize it. then suddenly your heart shifts and you don't know where to go. because you don't trust the objects and people you see, knowing that just as quick as your solid they could start to dissappear. faith becomes a word and love becomes absent. just as strength and ignorance move in to replace them. because you feel better not caring and feel secure not noticing. In the end they're just feelings. and you hope that it won't make you too different.