Clear the air before you breathe.

Hold my own while hoping this wasn't there.

Say I didn't when it was plain

Instead of owning I let the topic fall off

Uncomfortable or not, to make that silence

A way to never ever gain but gleam

Tell myself I got it when I am it.  

Breathe in, a break, inch away more of myself

My normal used to be so far away

Impossibly, but i had to try it