You're basically the light of my life in all of this darkness I'm dealing with. You're so ******* cute, it kills me sometimes. I just straight up stare at you when I am around you. I can't hep it. You may or may not notice it. I'm not sure. But also, I don't know. You're just so cool to me. I just want to kiss you...and please you. Seriously. I go to your house or your parents' house not for anything or anybody but you. Just to see you. I pray and hope that you are there. When you aren't, I am stabbed with disappointment. I really don't care about much. I do, but not in this way. I wish you and I talked more. I wish we weren't off limits. I like you so much. It 's hard to contain. Honestly, there have been weird times where I thought I was in love with you. But how can I ever tell without barely ever being around you or interacting? I want to hold your hand. And kiss you. And everything else. Ha.