My eyes flicker past, as the frog that leaps from pad to pad, and linger, dissatisfied, where the most shadows lie, as the salamander that makes a sacrifice of metamorphosis for a simpler life, and there I hunch in darkness bound cocooned hoping that the light will be softer, the wind a cooler kiss, when I emerge, adapted,
different.
But metamorphosis is for butterflies.
It's relevant to the simile (apologies if this was already obvious) that the Northwestern salamander often shows neoteny if it is in a region where losing its gills is not favourable, eg where there is not enough shade such as at high altitudes, thus not metamorphosing fully into its adult form.