I dreamed I was on your couch and you gave me that white blanket I love and you played with my fingers and kissed me on my temple just like always and your eyes did that little crinkly thing I look forward to when you laugh and you said, "I've missed you so much." And I woke up and reached out to find you, but I found I was in my own bed in my own room in my lonely apartment. I don't want to go back to sleep.