Sometimes I wonder,
When will this pain end?
When will this craziness end?
When will I stop eating those medicines?
When will I get rid of it?
When will I be normal?
Would there be a moment like this;
Where I'll have no pain, no craziness
Only happiness and joy
But then,
Realization and Reality
hits my mind
And reminds me that
I'll never be normal,
The pain will never end,
The craziness won't **,
I can never stop eating those medicines.
Even after all this,
I still wish for all this
**** to end,
For this never-ending pain
Pain to leave me and
Go far away from me!
But,
Will it ever???