didn't want to let you know

how do I tell you
something that hurts me to admit

don't have the heart to say
you didn't mean nothing to me back then

I forgot you easily
I let you go because I didn't care about you

I can't remember all the things we did
all the words I said

you told me
you remember everything

I remember the night
you told me you were depressed
on video call
while I sat down in my bed

I remember sitting down on the library floor
waiting for you

it's so hard to put the pieces together
dark times I chose to erase

now we reconnect
I promise I won't be the same like I used to be