Done it before it comes natural, but not big on body image. For years the scale was the enemy. Obsessed with my appearance everyone quick to point out the flaw than give props for your efforts. So much hard work discredited because it mattered. It lost value everything seem pointless.
Heart broken made it meaningless, because it was you. Everyone else got props, praised for little effort. Told you're too nice like of it's a bad thing. The criticism a knife to the heart scared into the memory. Told it could be done been doing it for sometime.