From one bad habit to the next. Gave up drinking now stuck on sugar it use to be an occasional thing but it became an everyday thing. Changing up those habits. It became comfort after a few bad relationships and working jobs that lost value. From excitement to just going through the motions. See things one way but it turned out another way. Working with what's given not too many chances or opportunities floating around Took some chances and risks to end up back at square one. Ends up being frustrating making a compromise.