I bet the sounds inside my head were noisier than the sounds of cars that jammed in the middle of traffic in Surabaya. Especially when it comes to rush hour. I often caught myself were slowly dying. And I'm not even sure who the hell I am. But I'm always like this, isn't it? Isn't it a tragedy? For being someone who watches me with misery. That's why I made this poetry. But someone out there is despising this part of me. I wrote this because my capability with words that I put and I spend to think are well composed than the words that I never been able to say out loud. So please, honks by all means. So I wouldn't hear the sound inside my head was talking about.