There are so many things I’ll never say
Like how often I think about you everyday
Or how your smile fills my soul;
Makes me feel right, makes me feel whole.
I’ll never tell you how I cry every day since you said goodbye
And how I miss you all the time,
How I am not even close to fine.
I won't mention that your touch;
A simple graze or a playful nudge
Makes my heart stop for a bit
And sends my senses into a fit.
Or how your arms felt like home,
That amazing feeling of safe and warm.
I’d never say that I stare at my phone
Wishing for something to not feel so alone,
Wondering why you don't text call,
Hoping for anything at all.
I'll never tell you exactly how I feel,
Or how I wish I knew if this was real
And I’ll never get to tell you I love you
Or hear you say it too.