I hope this helps to know, I’m never going to be okay.
The words the severed in my head, slowly tore my heart away.

The only thing I ever heard,
Was how I am supposed to smile.
I can’t shake off the feeling,
That I will always look like a ***** pile.

Every day I wore a mask, and hoped that no one would ever ask.
I can never shake the feeling
That what I’ve done isn’t left in the past

What can I do to make it better?
I’m lost please help me be more clever

I hope this helps to know, I feel dragged into the darkest caves.
Bats surround me no one likes me so that’s why I’m left unbehaved

No one understands my crave,
For happiness healing and my heart to be paved.

I am just a shadow.
But all it is my head is hollow
Wilted like a flower my body has been ****** from power.