Its days like these I wish I was in a coma Unable to feel the feeling of being watched And being free to dream endlessly Instead I chain-smoke And look at the sky Cursing the birds And blessing the butterflies Trying to ignore my third eye Which has turned into a ticking clock And all I pray for is just to get by But so far thatβs not happening And I have no money to unwind So my soul keeps unraveling I need a change And I need it quick Before I see another shooting star And wish for death