Looking in the mirror asking what happen? Talking to oneself trying to get out of the slump. Bounce back from it all a few setbacks. Failed learned the lessons. Seeing bags under those eyes hard to stare at the reflection. The external exterior did not match the internal emotions. Being genuine while others snake around being fake. Told the truth not the bad guy. Holding all this in because mindful of others emotions. While others slaughter everything about ones true being.