you don't question blessings
so i let it slide
seemed too good to be true
but i didn't mind
wanted to be part of something great
so i didn't look into the lies
never wanted us to change
so i turned aside when i chose to cry

because i didn't want to shatter the fantasy
with the doubts i fostered
i was swallowed in thoughts
but tried to seem unbothered
you were all i wanted
a dream i felt i manifested
you pushed me away
and i couldn't process it

couldn't accept
that you didn't love me
couldn't believe
you would just leave
but here we are
and yes you did
i hate you for
doing this
for reopening wounds
and not meaning i love you
now i got trust issues
romantically *******