Feb 2021
"you seriously didn't just use ' vantablack ' , that's too modern , harshly modern infact .",
"amateurish
"we all have phases of great sensitivity and heartbreak"
"that is why criticism is painful to take and hard to digest"
"sometimes when certain people exit our lives, so does our motivation to write"
"every poet really is their own harshest critic you know"
"we can see when our work is not exceptional"
"we arent so opposite after all"
"someone's poetry is their soul naked in ink ."
"when they leave it becomes a bitter reminder of what is lost"
"I'm the guy with the "kitty queries"
"everything's better when it's brief ."
"every thing except love perhaps"
"on second thought im not sure"
"god knows we are eternally short of good people"
"we shall see if your self deprecation is baseless or not"
and how would you do that
we shall find out along the way
are you a late sleeper or an insomniac
the latter
particularly because I'm sick so
sick of?
dengue apparently, but life if you will
I am already dead
this body moves but the soul is dead
interesting affliction you have there
a self proclaimed simp
rare indeed
you are never letting me forget that right?
never.
"it's kinda self pitying , the things we did for the obsessions we gave up"
"there is no risk , i can do it wherever i feel like"
"enjoy your freedom o wild one"
you're quite the mystery arent you
am I ?
you do seem to be
I am nothing
nothing is nothing,
him everything is nothing
her and nothing is everything
so you're everything by the same logic.
him
"no i am not interested in love or any kind of demanding relationship at the moment she is just another online friend."
"btw you look so cuddle able
him "i would give anything to be anywhere but here.
"you seem so at ease
in front of the lens
i am comfortable behind it."
her - one day you'll think differently
him- i have thought differently and now i think this
her- and it will change again
him- "it wont,"i will just wait till my forever buddy comes along in my life"
"and then that's it ."
"your and my eyes are exactly the same by every aspect"
her- show
him- shape, size and colour
im becoming fond of your honesty"
"i haven't been held in 3 years"
"whats your favourite time of the day"
"night"
"what time"
"4.20"
"its 4.30 in the morning it's always 4.30 in the morning \n- charles bukowski"
or 3.03"
"what about you ?"
"5 am"
"best sleep and my name means dawn"
"and when i slip out of the house at 5 am"
"everything is silent"
"and its freeing"
him- the silence can be deafening
her- its refreshing to me
because my own thoughts drown me out
her-"you have nice hair"
him- "you can cut the fake praise **** please"
"you have a cute face , now ****"
"ayo no obligatory reciprocation ****"
"not obligatory reciprocation , had been j thinking of when to say it and this seemed the prefect time to"
"he doesnt seem to be fighting for it"
"so why on earth am i fighting so hard to stay"
"not everyone means what they say not everyone is like us
him-"people are like shadows"
"they disappear in times of darkness"
him-"no one is worth the effort"
her- you really believe that?
"the haunting of bly manor, ep 6, 39:16
"for all this world stands for you could be crying at this very moment and i will never know"
"i wont go today"
its just words
words and words
i have a hundred more if that's what it will take to make you believe
him "love has been known to blind even the greatest human beings"
flood out your sorrow , oh fair maiden"
"thank you for letting me"
"oh gallant knight"
"warm , fuzzy , dreamy"
her for when if we fall out"
him we wont
"i haven't cut my nails , otherwise i would have showed it and you would have fallen in love
"what are thr first three colours that come to your mind when u think of me"
how tf do you come up with these questions
him - "i am immaculate"
"i have to do 75 question of differentiation and indeterminate forms of limit to show my tution teacher to when i go today"
i am speed
"okay lightning mcqueen"
him - "that cap looked so warm and you had been wearing it all day was worried you might melt your brains out",
before you go , whats your biggest fear
its a sad answer
tell me
save it for the night
don't use fullstops
they intimidate me
him- they are definitive.
him - like that.
him -can i save that?
her- sure
keep your memories
him "i am a mirror
i am who you are to me
her- you're beautiful
him - my mind or me?
her - you
him - who am i ? my body or my mind
her- that's for you to judge
both and neither
"amateurish
"we all have phases of great sensitivity and heartbreak"
"that is why criticism is painful to take and hard to digest"
"sometimes when certain people exit our lives, so does our motivation to write"
"every poet really is their own harshest critic you know"
"we can see when our work is not exceptional"
"we arent so opposite after all"
"someone's poetry is their soul naked in ink ."
"when they leave it becomes a bitter reminder of what is lost"
"I'm the guy with the "kitty queries"
"everything's better when it's brief ."
"every thing except love perhaps"
"on second thought im not sure"
"god knows we are eternally short of good people"
"we shall see if your self deprecation is baseless or not"
and how would you do that
we shall find out along the way
are you a late sleeper or an insomniac
the latter
particularly because I'm sick so
sick of?
dengue apparently, but life if you will
I am already dead
this body moves but the soul is dead
interesting affliction you have there
a self proclaimed simp
rare indeed
you are never letting me forget that right?
never.
"it's kinda self pitying , the things we did for the obsessions we gave up"
"there is no risk , i can do it wherever i feel like"
"enjoy your freedom o wild one"
you're quite the mystery arent you
am I ?
you do seem to be
I am nothing
nothing is nothing,
him everything is nothing
her and nothing is everything
so you're everything by the same logic.
him
"no i am not interested in love or any kind of demanding relationship at the moment she is just another online friend."
"btw you look so cuddle able
him "i would give anything to be anywhere but here.
"you seem so at ease
in front of the lens
i am comfortable behind it."
her - one day you'll think differently
him- i have thought differently and now i think this
her- and it will change again
him- "it wont,"i will just wait till my forever buddy comes along in my life"
"and then that's it ."
"your and my eyes are exactly the same by every aspect"
her- show
him- shape, size and colour
im becoming fond of your honesty"
"i haven't been held in 3 years"
"whats your favourite time of the day"
"night"
"what time"
"4.20"
"its 4.30 in the morning it's always 4.30 in the morning \n- charles bukowski"
or 3.03"
"what about you ?"
"5 am"
"best sleep and my name means dawn"
"and when i slip out of the house at 5 am"
"everything is silent"
"and its freeing"
him- the silence can be deafening
her- its refreshing to me
because my own thoughts drown me out
her-"you have nice hair"
him- "you can cut the fake praise **** please"
"you have a cute face , now ****"
"ayo no obligatory reciprocation ****"
"not obligatory reciprocation , had been j thinking of when to say it and this seemed the prefect time to"
"he doesnt seem to be fighting for it"
"so why on earth am i fighting so hard to stay"
"not everyone means what they say not everyone is like us
him-"people are like shadows"
"they disappear in times of darkness"
him-"no one is worth the effort"
her- you really believe that?
"the haunting of bly manor, ep 6, 39:16
"for all this world stands for you could be crying at this very moment and i will never know"
"i wont go today"
its just words
words and words
i have a hundred more if that's what it will take to make you believe
him "love has been known to blind even the greatest human beings"
flood out your sorrow , oh fair maiden"
"thank you for letting me"
"oh gallant knight"
"warm , fuzzy , dreamy"
her for when if we fall out"
him we wont
"i haven't cut my nails , otherwise i would have showed it and you would have fallen in love
"what are thr first three colours that come to your mind when u think of me"
how tf do you come up with these questions
him - "i am immaculate"
"i have to do 75 question of differentiation and indeterminate forms of limit to show my tution teacher to when i go today"
i am speed
"okay lightning mcqueen"
him - "that cap looked so warm and you had been wearing it all day was worried you might melt your brains out",
before you go , whats your biggest fear
its a sad answer
tell me
save it for the night
don't use fullstops
they intimidate me
him- they are definitive.
him - like that.
him -can i save that?
her- sure
keep your memories
him "i am a mirror
i am who you are to me
her- you're beautiful
him - my mind or me?
her - you
him - who am i ? my body or my mind
her- that's for you to judge
both and neither
