i know it's wrong but i laugh
knowing she hurt you like i said she would
you wouldn't listen when i told you
that she was up to no good

you walked away knowing how that'd make me feel
stupid and invisible
let our friendship die
over someone who saw you as dispensable
you decided that a little attention
was worth being miserable
defended actions
that were literally indefensible

and now that you're wounded
it's in my nature to want to fix
it all and make it better
yet its easy to resist
you pushed me away
and decided it was worth the risks
if you would've valued me
i'd be happy to assist

but you stranded me
and let me fall on my knees
you helped that evil *****
find joy in seeing me bleed
and no sorry
will ever make that right
you were comfortable with
letting me die