The letter Rests On the corner of the dining room table Near the fruit bowl buzzing With the occasional Fruit fly stuck by a pin in the wall.
They leave it There
As a mere reminder Of who Their son really was Before their fall.
On May 3rd, 1987. A sideways grin Curled moonward Toward a cloudless sky.
The doctor claimed He was the most Beautiful boy They had ever seen.
Flattery Was not something The mother was Accustomed to.
Liar, the mother thought.
The father Fainted At the sight Of his wives Ability, for It made him Think of his own mother And how They never saw Eye to eye.
The father, he realized, Had always been in the wrong.
The son Allowed no fools In his life. He worked with his hands Toiling land For older men That could no longer Bear the heat of the sun, The grit of the dirt, The absence of comfort.
There is nothing better In this life But to be tested, the son believed.
The son killed his first man On a dare For a little cash.
A bad old friend Dared him one-hundred dollars The son wouldn't cut the throat Of the boy Who was cheating on the friend's girl.
For the son, It was just another test.
The blood and the sounds The dying boy made Didn't bother him; it was the Feeling of life slipping out of their body, And how the son realized One day,
That would be him Tucked away in some cell With little food Little water
No family to say goodbye to Or son of his own
To live on.
On the day Of his execution, He wrote his parents A letter.
Mail it After my death, the son Asked the guard Who's name They had never learned.
It tells them What I should have been, What I could have been, And where to find the proof."
The guard, Being a guard, Did what he was told.
They found The son's manuscripts In a hole Under the bleacher's of The football field At his high school.
They told the story Of his life, Their lives, And many lives that, Unlike the son,