I could have been an actor
with intentions to hit everyone
by storm, then I would have been
forced to be healthy and fit

for I lack discipline to be like
that on my own.

But then what is my main factor?
Would I be struggling with myself
Who would I be if I had so many roles to play
I guess in theory I'd be a pretty good one
but when it comes to dealing with being
surrounded like a little boy in a room
full of mousquitoes. The tension I could never bare

I could have been so much
for I lack discipline to do such
on my own