Thoughts flow in Freely on their own Hijacking their home I am without defense Everything is gripped I can’t break apart Depression seeps through all cracks Now that’s what it is Not just lingering sadness More like a “What the **** did I do” Hijacked. Is this discussed? It’s supposed to be sweet Elation, joy, connection Overtaken by this body Turning its back on me Temporarily Without defense for now I hope to come back around For now I’ll stay Crying without a sound
Tribute to my first trimester of my first pregnancy.