My heart hurts...
Mind aches and body shakes,
I feel empty
The penalties of love show
I try my best and yet never enough
Tough was my heart but now feels nothing
But hurt.

I feel used,
Abused in the psyche
Though it not be physical
It feels painful to the point of consistency...

In our fights I learn to forget
But my love holds animosity and fails
To let me forget...
He holds his anger on me
Like a knife to my throat
Only to remind me that
I am no longer in my own control...
I am hurt....