It's funny
The words
The voices
All talking at once
Telling me what to say
Telling me what to do
But when I do it another voice says
"NO"
Do something else
Then I try
Then I fail
There's too many voices
To many
I need them to be quiet
It's all to loud
Everyone's talking
But the room is silent
I've carved a smile into my face
Words flow out but not my own
Sometimes I'm not there
Sometimes someone else is in control
I'm not me anymore