you know
nobody wants to do drugs
maybe junkies
but then we are all junkies aren't we
so many drug users feel like their less than human
myself included
i feel like i am the enemy of society
push me under the decrepit buildings and never look back
i'm a monster with the look of a skeleton
this cant be right
we have to treat people better than this
we are all running from trauma from childhood
maybe later in life
who knows
we all have demons
the key to recovery is not cold turkey
it is
understanding of past traumas
coming to peace with them
learning to live with them
bringing old demons up to play and fighting them until their nothing
you have to want to get better
until you want to get better
you will stay where you are