Too exhausted for life, But too fearful to die, All my thoughts are a strife, I'm to frightened to try To somehow fix my life...
Every morning I fall out of sleep... And then nothing. No wishes, no goals, No emotions, just strong urge to weep All the stresses have taken their tolls.
I'm a robot. I'm broken. No power. Every chore feels like greatest of feats. Climbing steps? More like climbing a tower Of ten thousand floors. And each day it repeats.
I could use metaphors, I could say something dumb, Like "I feel I'm an onion who loves the self-harm". But I don't feel the pain, all my feelings are numb, and I don't have an itch of the weins on my arm.
I just want to have feelings, to bring back bright emotions. But for now I'm not healing, I'm just swallowing potions...