She was beautiful, Then, Probably, still is. I dont know. I haven't thought of her in a long time.
We only met in passing a few times. Once in the basement of a party Once in my bedroom, Once while I was working And The last time, That last time was on the roof of a parking deck
Each time she was beautiful. She always smelled of autumn. I was in love. With her. Yet, she would never take me. I think, it's because of my feelings for her.
Someone she met so few times.
I thought of her today While listening to music. I felt as though she was listening to me sing She was listening to me sing About how much I'm looking foward. I dont think of her any more. But, I know I'll meet her again.
In my final moments she'll offer me her hand. To take me as a friend.
Thinking about all the times I tried to **** myself and how happy I am to have failed.