Maddy,  such loss is hard to bear and life has suddenly lost its shine. Yet, in that loss, there's a lesson to learn--we become more receptive to life, acquire more compassion and love life so much more.  

There's a light, though even a tiny light
to follow after this dark lonesome night
still the heart,  sorrow gently set aside
in quiet and humble acceptance abide

life has shades that are grey as also those that are bright
it does not portend to speak of either wrong or right
in the shadows of despair none should hide
let suffering be the redemptive comforter and the unfailing guide