Life pushes you to together, life pushes you away.
Life pushes, but you don't have to let life push you like a victim.
Life can seem like a bad dream, or a really good dream almost like there's no way out.
It's like sometimes you keep on living the same dream over and over. It can seem almost mentally unbearable, exhausting!
You begin to give everyone the cold shoulder and you begin to not even feel lonely. Emotionless.    
You barely look at yourself in the same way.
Until one day you begin to say ***** it you're done with bull crap and the excuses you give yourself not to change or socially engage.
All the stuff you suppressed has to come out some way.
You finally wake up and start realizing that life doesn't stop and neither should I.