Writing less more to the point tired of feeling boxed in. Kept out because of some made up social standards they expect you to live up to. They haven't done it but expect you to surpass their expectations. Over all the double standards when people do wrong they expect a pardon. While others make a mistake/accident being prosecuted to the fullest. Rather than do what's right they expect you to turn a blind eye. What happened where did it go wrong. People didn't like liars in the past. In the present they dont like you for being honest telling the truth