Where's my strength? My motivation My drive My will too fight I've lost it all before I have even started Clearly slower than most My mind is foggy And I forgot what my reason was for coming here I'm lost Distracted by nothingness I waste my time speaking nonsense "wamp wah wamp wamp" My thoughts are all twisted beneath my brainey veins They convulse trying too find a way to break free They're trapped They don't undrestand I have percieved these beings in many shades and never understood completely Though I can comprehend I can't put it down in a physical fashion I loose all my sense among beauty My eyes trace theirs But they can't see me I smile and keep walking They'll never know whats beneath this flesh. What rots my soul too the core, I'll never know.