In the C- section of 1990 You'll find me in the belly of July Surrounded by the heat Of dreams I am still in debt To the lessons of first love I have yet to greet the pain of some wounds And some I am still filling My eyes are still observing abstinence I am stuck in my mourning period Let a moment pass And let me think About if I want to be ruined again... When the casket of memories I have of her is lifted from my mind When the nights don't remind me of the promises we could not keep