I can't do drugs like these doctors, these stone faced professionals, who take walks in the forrest like a notch on their belt. I can't close my eyes like the civilized do when someplace near them is crying. Somewhere I heard an old voice say that our eyes are made for drinking, that our skin is made for fingernails, and our tears are meant to sting. I can't sing when my eyes are open because of the whirlpool's game. I can't speak when there's music playing, but I can scream at the fiery bumblebees who mistake my ribs for their cage. Alive, to me, is a word in motion: our world in motion. My body emotion ransacks my neurons and their electric chair. I am slain, wide-eyed, at the sight of you breathing; each wave eroding my shore.