You said
that  you'd love me
no matter who I was
what I did

But you weren't there
that time
i cut my wrist
with my broken razor

and you weren't there
that time
i stopped eating
because thin is beautiful

you weren't there
when I realized
I'm more dangerous
to myself
than any killer or devious boy

I now know
you won't be there
each time I swear,
Tonight's The Night
because you don't love
the girl who says that