Questioning everything,
Are we in love?
Are we too different?
Are we still connected?
Are we drifting apart?
My soul is aching,
These thoughts flooding my mind,
it's killing the sweetness of my memories of you,
Will you still love me?

When I'm no longer,
full of beauty or youth?
Will you still love me If I have nothing at all?
I'm becoming more hopeless everyday,

I sit alone swinging my legs back and forth motionlessly,
Looking out the faded glass window,
Everyday,
Thinking of you endlessly,
Without another thought coming into mind,
Your all that I can think and imagine,
Why are you all that I see?
Have you really fallen ,
for this love with me?

I acknowledged all your movements,
the weeping tone of your heavenly voice,
Every closed eye,
I can only see your ghostly appearance,
Days go by,
Without you,
It aches,
The surface of my life becomes dim ,
Why is it  I see you so differently?
Antagonizing my beliefs in you,
Give me an explanation.
Please..