Outcast soul I lost control And I don't understand Why every time I'm pushed I don't land I keep falling And I find myself calling For someone to come save me When I want to save myself you see I fell into a trap And now I will never get out I'm hidden just about When I now try to shout Nothing comes out I'm falling and calling I'm afraid of what people will say I know I can get through this day Initiation is gonna hurt But I will find a way to escape Without getting those I love hurt I need to land And if I keep falling It's the end of the line for me... But at least I was trying