i want love,
so i give myself
love

i want inspiration,
so i give myself
inspiration

i want freedom,
so i give myself
freedom

i want adventures,
colors,
creativity,
romance,
happiness,
i want peace,
and i want ease

i have spent so much time
so much time
believing
the things i want so badly
could only come from external sources
never myself

i believed
i did not deserve the things
i wanted most

for they could only be given to me
from a loved one,
from a friend,
from a lover

when truly,
everything i wish for so dearly
is inside me already

i deserve to give myself happiness